These past few days have been extremely challenging emotionally, physically, mentally. There is nothing harder than some expressing certain feelings and then taking it back. Wow!
I am perfectly content today though. These past few days are living proof that God will provide the right answer to a situation. While the answer I got today was not the one I wanted yesterday, it proves that time was definitely on my side. God is becoming evident in so many aspects of my life and that is what I need right now. It is good to see Him pop up randomly here and there. While I am not sure what he has in store for me in the upcoming months, I am content living each day at a time.
An opportunity for me to work at a camp for 10 weeks this summer arose and I applied. I am still waiting to find out whether or not I got accepted, but I think it will be a great way to reach out to so many kids and share the Love of the Lord with them. I am super excited and cannot wait at all!!
SNOW- while it is a beautiful creation of God- I am not sure how much I like it. I recognize its beauty, but I cannot stand being cold. It is FREEZING outside right now- literally. . . it is below 32 and I don't like it. The only thing good that came out of this was I got another chance to wear my SUPER CUTE snow boots! Allen, I don't think you ever got to see them, but they are part of my "City girlness" hahahaha. Now, most of you won't understand that, but I love it. I am a city girl and probably always will be. At least until I get that two story house on 50+ acres with a wrap around deck and a deck on the second floor facing the west with two rocking chairs to watch the sunset curled up next to the one I love. Now, obviously, I have to find the one I love first, haha, and then he has to build me my dream house, but hopefully it will happen someday.
Wow, now I feel like elaborating on my dream:
I want to have at least two horses (hopefully more, though). I want to some of my acreage to be woods so I can take long walks or horseback rides through the woods for hours on end. This is always very peaceful. I also want kittens and Papillons (Allen, your favorite, no being mean) running around all the time. I love kittens and cats they are so fun to play with. Then the only dog I have ever had, Bubbles was the cutest puppy ever! I loved her so I want at least one of those, too. I want to have at least three kids, but I don't know whether I want two boys and one girl or one boy and two girls. Haha, not like I have any control over thatn anyways! I want them to grow up on land but still be in distance of the city so when they are a little older (in high school) they can have a normal city lifestyle. I want to be far enough way from the city to see the stars not glazed over by lights every night, but close enough it isn't considered 'a trip' to get there.
Well, that's all I can think of at the moment, but if I think of anything else that is imparitive to my dream life, I will let you all know!!
